Honestly? I've not considered it before. Marriage, that is, seeing as we're still in school and all, focusing on today and all that tosh. I know I don't want to lose you, and imagining you five years from now with someone else sodding wrenches me, but I s'pose I reckoned you'd move on from me. Find someone better, someone you deserve. Guess I always thought I'd wind up on my own, sort of like an afterthought, yeah?
It's coming out all sodding wrong, isn't it?
Bloody hell.
I'd be interested in marrying you someday, Padma. I meant it when I said always. We're still young yet, right? Could you wait for someday?
You're never an afterthought. Ever. You never were before this, and you never will be- no matter where we go. I just- didn't want to hold you to... forever if you don't want me forever.
...I meant "always" too. I didn't- know how to say this, after- we made love, ever since... I just feel so much closer to you. I don't know if it's- natural or cliche for- a girl like me to feel, but... everything you said would happen, everything you told me about- closeness and charged energy... well it came true. And bloody hell- I don't want to sit here and relegate our relationship- solely to shagging. I just mean- Mike, you're it for me. There is no better. There is no one more deserving.
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Private to Padma
Date: 2006-01-17 10:40 am (UTC)It's coming out all sodding wrong, isn't it?
Bloody hell.
I'd be interested in marrying you someday, Padma. I meant it when I said always. We're still young yet, right? Could you wait for someday?
Re: Private to Mike
Date: 2006-01-17 10:52 am (UTC)You're never an afterthought. Ever. You never were before this, and you never will be- no matter where we go. I just- didn't want to hold you to... forever if you don't want me forever.
...I meant "always" too. I didn't- know how to say this, after- we made love, ever since... I just feel so much closer to you. I don't know if it's- natural or cliche for- a girl like me to feel, but... everything you said would happen, everything you told me about- closeness and charged energy... well it came true. And bloody hell- I don't want to sit here and relegate our relationship- solely to shagging. I just mean- Mike, you're it for me. There is no better. There is no one more deserving.
I can wait. I have faith in us, Michael Corner.