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[mc_mike]

Reckon I should take your silence as meaning you're no longer interested in continuing our conversation from the other day?

In any matter, so this's clear between you and me - I've never claimed I didn't need anyone. Opposite, in fact. Fuck, that feels ace to say. It's been bothering the shite out of me since you mentioned it.

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[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

I don't feel like talking anymore; I think I lost a bet today.



You don't need anyone.

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Course you don't. Brill.

What bet's that?



Then you've'n't been paying enough attention.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

Did he have company last night?



You have everyone but don't need anyone. How did you get there?

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Was that the bet?


S'pose I'm better at pretending, is all. Isn't it a part of the human experience to need others?

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

If he did, he gets to keep Brennan.


No. I don't want to need anyone.
You. Anthony. Millicent. Everyone leaves.


And when I say that Ron Weasley means nothing to me, as a mate, I'd expect that you'd believe me instead of accuse me of lying.

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Brilliant.

I've'n't bloody gone anywhere and the last I knew, neither has Millicent.


Fair enough but for the record, I wasn't accusing you of lying. Thought mayhaps it could be something you weren't aware of yet so I did the mately thing and pointed it out.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

Did he actually sleep with her?

Yes, you did. You're in Australia.
I've lost Brennan and where is Millicent?

It's not. It was a mistake.
Maybe we have something in common though. Maybe that's it.

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Her who?

C'mon, you know why I'm here. But all that is is physical distance, Pansy. It's nothing to do with the emotional and emotionally speaking, I've'n't gone anywhere. I'm still here for you when you need me. Millicent, she's your back, that's where she is and Brennan, - fuck, I wish there was some other way to say it, but you've yourself there for that.

Alright. I believe you.
Could be onto something there.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

You know, the one with the large hair, large breasts, and very tiny brain. Laureen. The stupid bint who claimed to hate him and then shagged him anyway! Did she? Shag him?


It's not the same. You can say that but it doesn't change that I feel so alone. I am alone. I'm tired of needing more than I have. Rosalie said it's because I had everything I didn't need before and now I have too little of what I need and I need to figure out what I want instead of what I need. I think she likes to confuse me.


Are you ever coming home?

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The truth? He might've but I can't rightly tell you. He shagged someone the other night but I didn't ruddy watch or wait up to find out who.

Seems like. What's it you want then?


Mayhaps someday.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

I lost then.

I wanted my son back. But I lost that, so I don't want anything. Nothing.


That's not soon enough.

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You may not've. Did the terms call for him to shag anyone or was it supposed to be Laureen?


It's the best I can offer for now.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

Laureen.

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All I was privileged to was the audio and believe you me, it was more than enough. Mayhaps he shagged someone else. Since no one saw anything, nothing can be said with certainty now, can it?

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

I can tell when he lies. Or I could.



I don't have much else to say just now. Did you want to discuss something in particular?

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This mean your upcoming visit's off then?

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

No.

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Good. Because it ruddy well shouldn't. When's it you're coming again?

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

Next week.

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Ace. Now I've something to look forward to that'll pull me through the rest of the week. I can take not being the highlight, but I still want to see you if it's all the same.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

Alright.

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Don't know if you're aware yet, mayhaps you are, mayhaps you were there, but the DA sprung Terry last night. Padma's hurt, said she'd caught a curse to the temple, but she's alright. Same can't be said for Potter though. She says they caught him.

Fucking brilliant, isn't it.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

I didn't go last night, but I'm glad to hear he's free. Padma should see a Healer.

Shame about Potter. I wonder if his friends are even aware? Granger wasn't crying or making a fuss last night.

I suppose that means we're all hopeless now. I chose the wrong side again.

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Mayhaps Parvati can talk her into it.

Did Hermione go at all?

I don't think you chose the wrong side although I'm almost starting to believe it's less about sides and more about the shades of grey.

[ms-pansy.livejournal.com]

No, Hermione did not go. She's been avoiding sunlight, it seems.

Sides, shades of grey; it's all useless. It doesn't matter.